A party girl and a clean-cut college hockey player discover that they’re not so different in this sexy, soulful Bayard Hockey novel from the bestselling author of Shut Out and the Heller Brothers series.
Ella Verran has three goals this semester: get off academic probation, repair her relationship with her friend Skylar, and take some responsibility for her life. All of which are hard enough without hot, snobby hockey player Ben Buckingham around to distract her. Ella can’t stand Ben, and she knows the feeling is mutual. But he’s best friends with Skylar’s boyfriend, so he’s always around—taunting and tempting Ella in ways she never thought possible.
As the star forward of the Bayard College hockey team, Ben has goals too, like playing well enough to land a spot on an NHL roster. Ben is perfectly poised on the ice, so why can’t he keep his cool around Ella? Her wild behavior rubs him in all the wrong ways—and a few of the right ones. But as they skate around each other, Ben learns that there’s more to Ella than her bad reputation. And when the line between love and hate starts to blur, he can’t resist crossing over and sweeping her off her feet.
3.75 stars — I received a free copy through NetGalley in exchange for an honest and unbiased review/opinion.
I love it when an author surprises me with a character! We didn’t really get that great of an impression of Ella in the first book, but I really enjoyed her in this one. I thought she really redeemed herself and getting a look inside her head made me understand her more. Plus we just got to see more of what she’s about, you know? I really appreciated her storyline of going off the rails after her friend’s suicide, and then having to rein it in and settle down after going on academic probation. I enjoyed how Ms. Jamieson took a hard look at slut-shaming, and while Ella regretted some choices she made in partying/sleeping around, it wasn’t all “down with the promiscuous girls” as you often see in some books. Ella really struggled with the labels she was given, and I thought we got an honest and refreshing look at the double standards between men and women, and how it’s not the actions that she regretted so much as the reasons she was doing it, and how it made her feel.
I also really loved that the author took a good hard look at mental health, and that we got to see Ella’s sessions with her therapist. I will admit that while I LOVED that this was all looked at, occasionally it felt a little heavy-handed. Which is funny, b/c this issue is really important to me. Or maybe not heavy-handed so much as not as natural to the story…I don’t know, I don’t know how to explain it.
Ella was spunky, but also really vulnerable and insecure. I really did feel for her, even if her penchant for pushing people away made me want to throttle her. It made her growth more satisfying though.
And then we get Ben!! We also got to see the slut-shaming from his perspective, and I loved that it really opened his eyes as well. I honestly thought we were going to get more from his background and past, but that wasn’t as prominent as I’d expected. But I loved how we got an even deeper look at what it might be like for a hockey athlete looking to get drafted. I loved how vulnerable and scared and overwhelmed he was, and I guess that’s sort of where we see the effects of his past. He felt so alone at times, and my heart broke for him. But I also really admired his dedication and determination, and I loved how Ella really showed him parts of himself to be proud of.
Their romance was cuter than I expected. I guess because I never really understood why they were enemies, since it was based on assumptions about the other person. But Ben was so adorable in his pursuit of Ella. He kind of made me swoon at times. Maybe because he was kind of vulnerable, but he still put himself out there. And I really loved their chemistry…holy heck could you feel it right from that dance scene!
I loved having more fun scenes with their group of friends! They often made me laugh out loud at their strange conversations and antics.
I will admit that occasionally certain transitions didn’t feel smooth to me…but that could be in my head too. (Like those strange conversations with their friends didn’t always flow as naturally for me)
So yeah, I was surprised that I enjoyed this one even more than the previous book! And again, if you love hockey, or love sports romances that actually showcase the sport, I think Ms. Jamieson is one of the best I’ve ever read for that! And now she’s made me want to check out her Aces series!!